I'm Jealous. That's right. Turning green. Lol, Mike left for camp Sunday night-and suddenly, I am jealous that Firstly, he gets to go away and have fun. And secondly, I am jealous of everyone else that gets to have his time. :) It's insane. I know how happy camp makes him, and not being a part of that is going to be hard, especially after last summer, though I think this time it will work better... <3

Now for the fun stuff...some memories I built this summer that I never want to lose...Nothing major, just little things that make my world brighter...

~Night hikes through haunted woods and tunnels...

~Swimming in lakes in the middle of the day for no reason other than it's fun and you invited the girls...

~Flying down dirt roads, watching the other couple bounce in the Dan's Truck with our hands out the windows, that little jumping feeling our stomaches got when we went too fast trying to keep up over the hills...

~Night hikes at Ash Cave...

~Sitting at the mouth of the waterfall way high up...splashing in the water and clinging to Mike...nothing better...

~Sunning...

~Sherbert when I'm sick...

~Picnics and wrestling outside...

~Nighttime voicemails with "you are my sunshine"

~The mirror...That's a keeper...if it had been mine, I would have used permanent marker...

~Pictures on the weekend I went home and Mike stayed...

~Swimming...

~Knowing Mike's there when I need him...

~Watching you climb railings to declare U love me...

~Sitting on the golf course, talking about nothing...

~Being dunked at the lake for no good reason

~Falling asleep tucked in next to Mike...

I enjoyed this quarter, the classes were ok, the program is wonderful, The dorm was...well, blech...Overall though, amazing...and not for anything big...Being close to Mike was amazing as well...yeah, it was pretty much alltogether amazing...I hope he realizes how much these little things mean to a girl...

Yo....

Ok, so it's been since before I moved down here, so I decided to update you tonight on everything...I love the school down here, it's nice to be living here...the downside is that everyone drinks smokes or sleeps around...those are the options, so yeah, I feel like I fit in wonderfully...There's a spider on the wall next to the window, and i've been watching it for like, four hours now...he's my company for my friday night, except when Mod-Mike (Mike that lives in my dorm, not my Mike) came home with a broken hand and had me wrap it...I think I'm getting sick though, not 100% sure, so I'll head to bed soon. Kind of getting tired of drunkenness, and the smoking sucks...smelling pot all the time is just blech....The classes are awesome though...I wish they had more papers, but I can deal with the classes...

Then there's Mike....

He's pretty amazing still. Got some messages on myspace that really bothered me, and he dealt with it pretty well...got his mom involved to help...He also found out some new things about me in the past few weeks and I have to say that he left me speechless...He'd know what I'm talking about here, and, I think he's pretty amazing...yup, I'd strip down to my bra and stuff and stand on a railing and declare I loved Michael Hudson Hendrix any night of the week if needed...

Then there's work...I'd quit if it wasn't a nice job that I knew well for the summer...yeah...I'm ready to be out of that place...

Ok, yeah, wow...my xanga...mmmm....Haven't updated this one in awhile...I can say this, I'm transferring schools, changing to Ohio University, I start on Monday...I will be living in the dorms, I have a single room on South Green, IM me if you want the official address for that...Leaving Kent why? Because I dislike the organizational aspect of the program-OU already has everything plotted out for me and have been most helpful in helping me..I was SHOCKED..like yesterday, I called to check on my housing and they said they didn't know yet but they would know soon-THEY CALLED ME as soon as they knew! I've never lived away from home before, so what to take, what I'll need is all up in the air, I really have no clue, I do know that I can make do without pretty much everything, so I'm trying not to stress out too much- worst to worst I have to buy something I forgot...

And since the last few updates on here have been about Mike, or involved Mike, I'll update you there too...

He's still super cute...I love being around him, and the person that makes me-yes, over a year later we're still together...We went for a walk last night after going to the ASL academic challenge at Kent. We went and walked around Walsh at about midnight...he always picks the most random times to talk...last night we were on our way home and almost to his house, and I said I didn't want to drop him off yet...he said 'ok, then keep going...we're going for a walk'...it was a nice walk-I gotta say I love being in his arms and seeing life the way he does...I like that I can trust him, and that he's always willing to try his best to help me out with whatever I need-even though I'm stubborn and won't let him most days until I'm already in tears...<3 Transferring to OU does put  me a lot closer to him for the quarter-and that helps me not be completely freaking out about moving to a new place and leaving everyone/everything... I turn 21 on Friday, and I have to say that this past year has been amazing-Mike, this year, you're invited to my birthday everything...last year, I wasn't sure I wanted you in all of my memories, and yet, the hug you came back to give me is the best memory I have from the entire day...So yes, madly in love with him-which freaks me out!

His mom said he wears his heart on his sleeve, and she's right about that...I know that no matter where he is or what he's doing he'd give everything up to help someone, and last night was the first time that when I said "I love you more" he didn't say "yeah, probably"...instead he said something about no way, cause it takes his and mine together to make it work and that we both love each other a lot, we can't even begin to do the math for that one...

And you should see  the jeans he picked out for me the other day...I'm glad he's good at shopping cause I hate shopping...

Ok's....So to start off, I have two classes with teachers that I am 'iffy' about...who knows, by t he end of this semester I might end up liking them simply because I give them a chance right? But as of right now, I kind of dread class with them...Buuuut, I am trying to give them another chance...I got a car, it's a neon, and it's BLUE...I'm  super excited about that...I miss mike like crazy right now, but he's missing me too, so yay! I plan on showing up outside his dorm on sunday...and hopefully, he won't know about that until I do it...but I'm not a great secret keeper, and I've already kept it for like...a week....haha, so we'll see....

Ok, I give up.